Ahh, yes, as a mom of a stillborn, I so understand. Grief is real and lasting. She died on Christmas morning and in the days leading up to Christmas forty years later, I am blue and spacey. Finally realized that my cells remembered, even when friends and family did not.
Blessings and keep writing and I will keep reading.
Fondly, Judy Helm Wright--Author/Historian/IntuitiveWiseWoman